Currently: Entry 1

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I’m really not much into this “type” of blogging, but for the sake of updating this blog (how shame huhu, but really, I also want to share here things I am thinking / doing so…), let me just try this. Maybe I’ll be doing this frequently or if I have time, even weekdays too, so I didn’t make it like the usual “Saturday/Sunday Currently” that you see in other blogs. So, hello. Let’s start, I guess?

R E A D I N G

After months of being away from my bookshelf, I’m happy to found time to read again last week, and now currently reading “The Statistical Probability of Love at First Sight” and “We Belong” (for editing) at the same time.  The first title of the book has been stored in my eBook reader for almost a year now, and since I need something to kill the time last week while processing my requirements for work, I decided to read it. As of now, I’m on chapter 2 and I’m looking forward to finish it next week.

W R I T I N G

Well, obviously this blog post? Haha. Currently (re)writing also We Belong. And… nothing follows. lol.

L I S T E N I N G

to my niece and nephews reaction to a movie that’s in the television.

W A T C H I N G

Dawn of the Dead. Another zombie movie that really doesn’t thrill me. Seryoso, gusto ko na patayin yung TV kaso mga pamangkin ko, nakatutok. lol.

T H I N K I N G

About how should I spend this day wisely, what should I do that is productive, what else I am going to put on this blog, and many things regarding about my relationship status with my friends, etc. etc.

H O P I N G

For the better future. Hahaha. Kidding. Well now, I’m currently hoping for everything to go smoothly according to what’s planned. I’ll be entering new world now, as an employee, and I’m scared for what might come. Hahaha. I’m always a shitty, scaredy, introvert person, and yeah, I’m hoping to change for the better.

N E E D I N G

More time, and much more time to do my personal matters that surely I won’t be able to do for the following days, because I know I’m going to be busy at work. (and that thought makes me happy, no to bum life anymore!)

W A N T I N G

To see and talk to a friend. Really misses her a lot.

F E E L I N G

A little bit of lazy today, but more excited for Monday! Aaaah, I already feel the butterflies that has been stucked here for ages. Hehehe.

So there, I think that’s all? What a bore right? Lol. Maybe later I’ll watch a movie again, or a tutorial in Adobe Illustrator. Honestly, I learned how to use that software on the day of the technical examination itself for the position I am applying. I am amazed by myself. lol. Well, they have the same feature as Adobe Photoshop so that what makes it easier for me to explore the workspace.

So again, I guess I’ll be back some other time. Ciao Worpy!

… and hey! It’ July 1st! ♥

Best,

Rizza Maruja

 

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Ang walang hanggang tots tungkol sa pag-ibig. (Kailan nga ba matatapos ang mga tanong…?)

Pagod na ako, pero ang utak ko hindi pa rin mapakali sa kaiisip. Siguro nalamanan na naman ng mga katanungan… na siyempre, may kinalaman tungkol dun sa title.

As usual, napag-usapan na naman ang tungkol sa pag-ibig. Wala yatang araw na magkakasama kami ng mga kaibigan ko na hindi namin iyon napag-usapan. Hindi ko na nga matandaan kung kailan ang huling beses na hindi iyon ang topic. Tch.

Kadiri, kabilang talaga kami sa mga hopeless romantic na taong lihim na naghahanap at naghihintay sa kanilang greatest love. Pucha, di na rin naman kasi ako bumabata, hello! Pero yeah, magapakabisi pa akong magpayaman. May mga maghihintay naman eh! Char! Kunwari mahaba buhok ko.

Pero ah, speaking of greatest love. Ayon kasi sa nabasa kong libro, magkaiba raw ang “greatest love” mo sa “correct love” mo. Saang libro? Para Kay B ni Ricky Lee. At narealize ko na… oo. May pagkakaiba nga sila.

Kaso itong si friend, nung nabanggit ko sa kaniya ‘yon, ang sabi niya… “Magkaiba pa ba ang great love sa correct love?” na kapag daw pinili mo ang correct love ay yun na yung great love, kasi iyon yung best eh. Maski ako nalito, pero siyempre, iba kasi yung point.

Ang point kasi… dapat ang makakatuluyan mo ay ang correct love mo. Kasi iyon yung tama eh. Correct nga eh, hello. Ayon ang dapat — para walang masaktan, walang maipit, walang ibang mahihirapan. In short, para lahat happy. Malaki kasi ang tendency na ikaw lang at ang great love mo ang magiging masaya kung iyon ang pipiliin mo. Masaya ka nga, pero deep inside you know, at sa tingin ng iba hindi tama.

Isa pang katanungan na gumugulo sa isip ko na kaakibat nung una. Paano kung kailangan mong pumili between your “choice” and your “love“? For example, may mahal ka, pero hindi siya ang pinili / pipiliin mo dahil sa mabigat na rason, masasabi mo bang mahal mo pa rin siya eh nag-let go ka? Shaks ‘no. Dito na yata pumapasok yung tanong na… mahal mo ba talaga kasi pinakawalan mo o hindi kasi hindi mo pinaglaban? Nakakadugo. Ang sarap ngang gawan ng story, ta’s yung ending ko pinili niya yung “love” niya pero kasi ang hirap kalabanin nung reason eh. Ang challenging! Pero at the same time, nakakalungkot isipin. Kasi… bakit may pagtingin na mali about sa love? At bakit kailangan mong pumili?

Ahh, naalala ko tuloy yung sinabi ng kapatid kong panganay… “Nagiging tama o mali lang naman ang pag-ibig depende sa taong tumitingin”. ‘Di ko nagets nung una ko iyang narinig, pero ngayon naiintindihan ko na. Siguro nga… nasa tao na lang ang kasagutan sa mali o tamang pagmamahal.

Kung makasulat naman ako rito, akala mo naman sobrang expert ko na sa pag-ibig, but the truth is, maski ako nag-iisip kung talaga bang nakaranas na ako ng gano’n. Or kung alam ko ba talaga ang ibig sabihin no’n. Yung true love, ika nga, sa isang tao. Eh kasi, ang pananaw ko na ngayon sa ganiyan, puro feelings na lang eh. Kumbaga, emosiyon mo lang iyan na nararamdaman. Mababago. Mawawala. Pero ang sagwa naman kung ang panghahawakan mo na lang ay ang “commitment”. Ang sound bitter ano. Pero kasi… hindi ba nagsisimula lang naman ang lahat sa isang katiting na emosiyon? Tapos saka na lang madedevelop.

Pero ah, ewan. Hindi ko pa nga rin naiintindihan ng lubos. Sabagay, iba-iba naman kasi talaga ang klase ng pag-ibig. Iba-iba ang paraan ng mga tao para maparamdam nila iyon sa’yo.

Pero ah ulit.

Lutang na ako. I must rest.

What must I say?

Months had passed and I’m still trying to think of what I should put here in my blog. I admit that I don’t have enough inspiration to write or enough motivation to create some masterpieces to share here and yeah I just feel like floating every day — aside from being busy in school (and hooray! There are only few days left before graduation!).

Truthfully speaking, I think I already forgot how to write and put my feelings into words. There were nights that I really wanted to finish a chapter or an essay — a poem at least, but I always ended up staring the monitor for hours. I feel disappointed and frustrated that I have many pending works in my folder. I’m thinking maybe reality are slowly kicking in, and I am gradually entering the real world — which means no more day dreaming and childish stuff – whatsoever.

Well, many things happened and many things have changed in terms of my lifestyle, perception in life, and sensitivity to the people around me — and I still don’t know if it’s for the better… or worse.

As I type this, I am thinking the down moments I had last year. The most “painful” month for me was approaching soon and I am grateful to say that I was able to recover quickly. My broken heart was healed faster than I expected. Though there are still some times that I remember every painful things I experienced, but managed to overcome with the help of my friends and family — good bye to a broken heart and an unclear mind!

These past few months weren’t easy too, though. My bags under my eyes became luggage due to the making of our thesis. It was a hell week for us. We weren’t able to have a normal sleep during those moments and we considered ourselves lucky if we can have at least an hour of nap. And yes friends, thesis can destroy friendship! But since we’re close enough to talk about issues, we managed to finish it still friends. He he he.

I can’t make a list of all what happened but this one thing made me bothered big time:

A friend confessed his feelings to me.

At first, I thought it was only a joke (because I am used to him being the joker of the class) and I was confidently riding it without any meaning. So when the day came that he said he really have a feeling for me, that was when I became bothered. I said it was fine for me that he has feelings and agreed to act cool about it and stay friends for now, but honestly, it wasn’t easy to be around him for days. I can feel the awkwardness and discomfort between the two of us and I’m not used to that. Tho I can see that he’s trying to talk to me about that matter but still, I feel anxious. But yeah, every thing could be settled in a sensible talk and conversation so we’re okay now… as friends. Honestly, I was willing to entertain him (if he’s really gonna woo me) and was hoping for something to bloom but then I realized, I am not yet ready for another love and deep relationship. My family and career is my focus for now.

Anyways, my favorite moment so far is our Sakbay and Toga pictorial. We had our official Sakbay pictorial last March 16 and last week was our not-so-official-coz-we-just-set-up-a-studio Toga pictorial in a classmate’s house. Happiness is all over me because I can finally sense the success!!! Kidding. But uhuh, the pictures always put a smile on my face whenever I see them in my laptop just waiting for the right time to upload. Hihihi.

And oh! Of course! My favorite too was that I got the chance to visit Puerto Princesa, Palawan last February with my co-school publication staffers and editors for the 16th Luzonwide Press Conference! Tho I wasn’t able to win the the category I joined, still, I’m happy to finally get to ride an airplane! It was a wonderful experience for me! Yay!

I am excited too for the grad ball and the graduation day! I am excited for the dresses I will be wearing, for the pictures I will be taking, for the food that I will be eating, and for the moments that I will be creating and capturing with my friends inside and outside the school.

And of course, I am excited for the road I will be taking after graduation. :)

Another year! :)

Hello, Worpy! Happy new year! It’s my third year blogging here, but sad to say, I wasn’t able to make my 2013’s review. I was so busy doing some stuff. Plus mama came home so I didn’t have time to use AYS for three weeks. Hehez. Anyways, I’ll still try to make a review of what happened last year. But here are some photos taken when we were celebrating new year’s eve! There were no decent photos, sorry, only fireworks!

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And uhm, I was so happy while watching the fireworks. I was talking to someone over the phone, and the thought of two people were watching the fireworks in two different places but looking at the same black sky while saying nothing but still the call is running (? xD) is so nakakakilig to me. Haha

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And uh, here’s a happy new year’s eve pictures from me and my family! :)

The Two Cakes


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I didn’t expect that some people are willing to waste their money just to make me happy on a special day. Heee,I  celebrated my 19th birthday last July 10! It’s kinda boring and incomplete but still, I am thankful and happy to celebrate another year of my life. Tbh, compared to my past birthdays, this year was nothing. I am not saying that I didn’t appreciate the cakes and the greetings but my past birthdays are more special. Maybe it’s just that my close friends didn’t came and everyone is busy doing their business. But it’s okay, still.

I have here two cakes. The first one is from my classmates (it’s unexpected tho, I am really touched) and the other one is from my sister. Actually, the second cake was already planned by me and my sister so… haha. I said to her that I want to experience blowing many candles so she made it like that. She’s just too thoughtful. lol.

And yes, I am now on my last teen year. I should spend it wise!

P.S. I wished for a lovelife. A long lasting lovelife ~ with God, with my family and with my friends. And yes (again), a real love life, too. hahaha!

A Busy Week, indeed!

Since it’s a busy week, I didn’t have enough photos to share here in this blog today. Don’t expect pips! Lol.

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Monday, we did an activity in our Modeling class. Our class was divided into three groups and each group will think of a  theme (should be animals) to make from wires. We also passed our homework, which was our surnames made from, yes, wires again. Our team thought about making an ‘Aquatic Theme’ so I did some Jelly Fish! After an hour, we presented our ‘masterpiece’ in front and uhuh, it’s kinda ugly and messy. Heehee.

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There’s the jelly fish i did! They’re actually two! Hiii.

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Tuesday, we started drawing on our sketch pads! We did Hatching but until now I’m not yet finish coz I dunno if I’ll continue what I started. I drew a book, and it looks simple compared to my classmates. :(

Wednesday to Friday, I don’t have pictures. I’m just too busy doing some stuff. And until now I’m still not finish in two of our homeworks! So I should do it now and I’ll be back next week! :)

A Week in Photos

It’s Sunday today — church day and supposed to be a ‘rest’ day for me but I forgot to do my other assignments yesterday so I’ll do it latuuur. Anyway, I have here some photos (and their stories) to share in this blog! And also, I decided to update my Worpy blog every week (every Saturday or Sunday)! I’ll just collect the photos (and their stories haha) and post them here. Isn’t it amazing? Lol. But anyway, let’s start!

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I already finished ‘The Time Keeper’ by Mitch Albom last week. I also would like to make a book review about it but sad to say, I don’t have much time so I’ll just say that this book is really great! It reveals (or uhm, I couldn’t remember the right term. Haha) the true value and meaning of ‘Time’ — that you must cherish it and spend it in most important ways/things in your life (coz that’s what I understood in the book).

My favorite line is, “it is not to late or too soon, it is when it is supposed to be.”

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Okay, so this picture (or drawing) was made last Monday (or Tuesday? Omyglob, I cannot remember).

We were sitting quietly on our chairs then suddenly my classmate took a piece of big paper (looks like a sketchpad) at the back and then we saw a drawing of a half-faced man in orange color pencil. I asked if I could take a look and he gave me the paper. I took my pencil in my bag and decided to continue the other side. And yeah, it turned like that. Well, I already made a “collab” art in one of my co-FA students (tho I don’t knoe who drew the (orange one) other face) Haha!

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Wednesday, a bipolar day (coz it’s raining then suddenly it will stop and then it will rain again -__-). No profs showed up, except to our loyal Drawing Fundamentals and Typography prof, Ma’am Angie, and our Modeling and Color Theory prof Ms. Arlene. They’re both our major subjects hoho. The picture were taken during our lunch break, we decided to eat in plaza even tho it’s drizzling (what? Ahaha. A little rain, you know, a drizzle. Haha!) And yes, mabuti na lang vain din sila kahit papano, napicture-an ko. Hihi

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Thursday, we had our orientation and re-orientation program inside the gym. The profs explained some things that I barely understood coz I’m talking with someone (a good student here haha) and after that we did the election of the class officers. I am elected as Sgt. Of Arms in girls (uso pa pala Sgt of Arms sa college), and my crush was elected in boys. Heheee. :’3

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Our prof in Modeling/Color Theory showed up that Thursday, and we made some activities. A color blind test in CT and a… well, a, an activity with a wire.

I actually wanna make a flower but my classmate was already doing it so I thought of making a bunny but I didn’t like it so I made a sando but it’s ugly and then I made it a crooked heart. But actually it has a meaning, that crooked heart. But it’s personal so I won’t tell. Haha! (And I guess ang baba ng gradr ko sa activity na yan. Huehue)

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Friday, my not so “lucky” day I went to school to get my uniform and waited for almost 5 hours but unluckily, i didn’t get anything coz my sizes isn’t available yet. Hay, how I wish I was small!

In the afternoon, we (my sister and I) went to Guadalupe to adjust my braces. We ate at Jollibee and if it wasn’t for Kline (my crush in Guada Jollibee haha) my Friday afternoon will be ruined. It took us 2 hours to get to our destination and guess whatttt!!! (What?) There were no available jeepneys and so we walked! My feet hurts. Parang Angono to Taytay lang ang dating nung layo. :( But my day was still okay. Thanks to some people who effortlessly made me laugh thru text. :)

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Saturday, I woke up early in the morning, and I was to post this blog yesterday but my internet died. We clean the house instead and ate lunch. I asked dude if she can accompany me to buy the watercolor I needed to do my assignment and she said yes, so I met with her in plaza by the flag at 3pm. We went straight to Wawa afterwards and then stayed at the tower, talked about something and laughed. I loved the view over there (look at those buildings in the pic), there’s only a part where it’s raining and then we noticed that it’s moving until the rain came to our place then the heavy rain poured. Haha, gets?

Some random guy asked my number too and I can’t help but to laugh coz it was the first time that someone asked my number. lol. We went home when the rain stopped.

So that was how my week went. I decided to spend this day doing assignments and editing my stories. I am hoping for a productive day today! :)

 

 

Thursday Class

We did nothing today but to sit the whole time, talked to our seatmates, and made new friends (at least I have new bunch of friends!) hehe. Well, today was our second day of having (irregular) class. No prof showed up except to our Typography prof (w/c our prof also in our Drawing Fundamentals 1 subject who only showed up last class *Monday*)

Since my place was only 5 blocks away from my school, I decided to walk. The sun was freaking hot but the wind was okay so the heat was endurable. I arrived at 12:45pm and I saw some of my classmates, waiting for the room to be vacant (coz the 2nd year uses it too) and so I talked to one girl, her name is Louise, (sounds cool right?) and she’s my friend now. Wakeke.

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After many hours, we still don’t have profs so they(my classmates) decided to draw. I’m just watching them draw something, and I must admit, some have talents, some have skills only. Well, skills and talent is really different you know. Talent was inborn, while skills can be learned. But moving on…

We talked and talked and talked, until we (me and Anne) went at the back of the room to see the drawings.

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I felt goosebumps when I saw the painting! They’re actually cool, you know. There were no names so I can’t say who drew those, forgive me. But all I can say is, the Fine Arts students of University of Rizal System were the one who made those. Heee, and we’ll make one soon! OMG. This painting (below) was my favorite coz of the color!

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And now, we have assignments in Typography and I hate my hand for shaking incredibly (ugh) while writing! I can’t. Even. Make. A. Line! Huhu.

Well, how’s your day today?

Update in Photos!

I’ve been busy this past week! And even though I became as haggard as I am now, I am glad because my problems are over! Wew! Anyway, I have a series (wow) of photos here, and the story behind those photos.

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Friday, we went to school to enroll for my dream course, AB FA but unfortunately, we didn’t complete all of the processes we need to comply because of my annoying Xray result. The office clinic closes at 4pm and my Xray result will be released at 4pm, too. So yeah, the clinic’s nurse told me to wait ’til Monday to complete all the step, because you can’t proceed to the “payment” section if you haven’t completed the first steps (yes, ganon kaarte, heh!). So we went home instead. Saturday and Sunday came, there’s nothing much happened in Saturday and so we will skip that day. lol.

Sunday, we supposedly go to church in the morning but we didn’t woke up in time so we decided not to go. But, we did go to the chapel after we visit our Lila in Holy Garden’s.

The flower above is called Baby Breath (Million Stars), but I prefer “Million Stars” instead. Hihi. It’s my second favorite flower next to Tulip. I don’t know, I just found the flower so simple but beautiful despite of being small and (sometimes) unscented.

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Second photo, I made this (okay, tweaked is the right term) theme by Mbacani of Tumblr that Sunday evening, too. And I really love its look now! Hihihi. My favorite part is that picture that I also used here in my WordPress blog.

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Monday came, and I really love it coz I’m enrolled now! Hihi. I have 8 subjects, it includes Drawing Fundamentals, Design 1 and all about drawings! Laaah! I really love it. I’m so excited now, you know! Even though we came there at 7am but the clinic opened at 10am so we waited for 3 hours(we went to 7 eleven to eat something because we haven’t eaten anything since we came there) plus we fell in line for about 2 hours so the total wait was 5!! But you know, the waitssss were all worth it! ♥

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We went home afterwards and ate lunch. Then at around 2.30pm, we went to SM Taytay to buy some school stuff! And you know what? I bought 7 notebooks that costs 7php ONLY! Heee, they’re cute. I bought 7, but the cashier put only 6 notebooks!!!! And I’m going to go back there to buy again, ahm, maybe three? Or maybe 6 again? Besides, it’s only 7php (going 8, coz there’s .75! Haha) for a notebook that I will use foreveh. lol.

5I also saw the book of Denny, Diary ng Panget, at NBS though I didn’t have any spare money coz I already decided to bought Fourteen Sundays by Ms. Bianca Salindong. To be honest, I already read the DNP book version but sad to say, it disappoints me so I won’t buy it YET til the book 2 is released! Mianheee~

Anyway, this was a productive day to me and so as the past few days. And I am hoping that this month will be fine since I will be a college student AGAIN for the second time. I’m excited! hihi

Hey Worpy, buhay pa ako. Huwag kang mag-alala (‘yon ay kung nag-aalala ka)

Uy, kamusta ka naman ha? Pasensiya na’t hindi na kita nabibigyang pansin nitong mga nakaraang araw at linggo. Bisi (busy) kasi ako sa kung ano (kunwari meron kahit wala) . Kaya ayun, hindi na kita masiyadong naa-apdeyt (update). Kaya ayun, nandito ako para magkuwento ng kung anong nangyayari sa akin buhay-buhay. Ayoko kasing ikuwento ito sa tumblr dahil…ewan. Hindi ko feel doon. Hindi ko na feel doon!!

Ano bang bago? Ah, wala naman. Ay mali, meron pala! Hindi ba nagda-drama ako nung nakaraan tungkol sa kagustuhan kong pumasok ulit ng kolehiyo? Eh ngayon matutupad na! Pero hindi pa din sigurado. Nung nakaraang Abril 19 kasi ay kumuha ako ng eksam sa URSA – isang malapit na Unibersidad sa amin, as in super lapit lang. Walking distance ba! At ayun, sakto lang ang eksam. Pero kung makakapasa ako ay matatawag kong “chamba” lang yon. Syempre biro lang, nag-aral at naghanda naman ako kahit papano bago ang araw na iyon. Sabi nga ni Kuya Jomz… “Fight no battle unprepared” kaya naman nagprepare ako kahit papano. Keyword: kahit papano.

Magkakaron din kaming magkaka-klase nung highschool ng isang swimming kaso negative ako. Panigurado hindi ako makakasama. Una, dahil wala akong pera; Pangalawa, alam kong hindi ako papayagan at; Pangatlo, wala lang. Hindi ko lang feel sumama. Pero baka magbago ang isip ko, ilang araw pa naman ang lilipas. Medyo matagal pa naman ang 25, hindi ba?  23 pa lang naman ngayon eh. Meron pa akong dalawang araw para magbago ng isip, handa naman daw akong pautangin ng mabait kong pinsan-pinsanan na si Shiela. Pero duda ulit ako, malamang hindi na magbabago ang aking isip. Hindi talaga ako sasama.

Sinali din ako ni ate MJ — isang blogger na nakilala sa sa Tumblr — sa isang grupo sa FB na ang layunin ay magpalaganap ng mabubuting gawain (imbento ko lang, pero ganun naman kasi ang nakikita ko eh). Samahan ito ng mga bloggers  sa Tumblr, WordPress o mapa-Blogspot man. Nakakatuwa dahil ang tagal ko ng gustong makasali sa mga ganitong grupo o (ano pa bang pwede kong itawag? Hindi kasi malawak ang kaalaman ko sa mga salita -__-) samahan na tumutulong sa kapwa ng walang bayad. Hindi  pa naman ako opisyal na miyembro nila pero wala lang, natutuwa lang talaga ako na nasali ako sa ganon. Nabasa ko yung nakaraang activity nila sa blog ni ate MJ at talagang napahanga at na-excite ako. Sana sa susunod na aktibidad nila’y makasama ako. Pero ulit, ako’y duda dahil isa lamang akong dakilang tambay sa bahay na umaasa lamang sa ibibigay ng magulang para magkapera. Paano naman ako makakapunta sa mga meetings nila, ‘di ba? Nakapanliliit din dahil parang ang gagaling nilang mag-blog. Hay, pero sabi nga nila… “Kung ayaw may dahilan, kung gusto palaging merong paraan.” Kaya gagawan ng paraan, sir!

Malapit na din akong umalis sa Wattpad. Hindi ko alam kung bakit bigla na lang akong napagod sa pagsusulat. Bigla akong nagsawa ba, pero hindi ko naman alam kung bakit. Gustong gusto ko talagang iwan at burahin ang account ko don pero hindi ko naman magawa. Kaya nagpahinga muna ako. Hindi ko na siya (ang aing account) nabubuksan ng mga ilang araw na. Pero nagbabasa naman ako don ng mga story gamit ang ibang account. Hindi naman big deal, pero kinuwento ko lang.

Speaking ng pagsusulat. Gumagawa na naman ako ng isa pang istorya. Hey! Mr. Painter! ang title niya. Sa totoo lang natapos ko na ang pagbuo ng plot (ito ang unang beses na gawin ko ‘yon, yung gumawa ng plot, sa isang story. Dahil hindi naman talaga ako gumagawa ng plano. Basta kapag naisip ko yung konsepto, ginagawa ko na. Pero ngayon siyempre iba) Sa kuwentong ito, kung magkakaroon kayo ng pagkakataong mabasa ‘yon, ay makikilala niyo kung sino ako. Obvious naman kasi na ako na naman ang bida dito. Pero siyempre, ang kaibahan nito sa iba kong kuwento ay… hindi ko alam. Haha! Biro lang. Siyempre iba ito sa iba kong kuwento. Dito kasi makikita ang realidad. Makikilala niyo ako, kung paano gumising sa umaga; kung ano ang pakiramdam bilang isang graduate ng 2-year-vocational-computer-programming-course pero walang trabaho; kung paano ko harapin ang kada araw ng buhay ko; kung gaano ko kahilig na matupad na makapag-aral ng Fine Arts; kung gaano ako kahopeless romantic. Merong tatlong lalaki sa kuwento: Si Jeremy, si Stanley, at si Vin. Si Jeremy, kathang isip lang siya. Kumabaga, siya yung lalaking gusto kong makilala at maging kaibigan. Si Stanley, isang kaibigan sa Tumblr siya, pero hindi iyon ang kanyang pangalan ha… at si Vin, siyempre, si Vincent Kristan Quilop ‘yon (imaginary character)! Ang idol kong sobra sa pagdo-drawing. Pero syempre iniba ko din ang pangalan niya dun, Vincent Kristan pa din pero hindi na yun ang apelyido niya. Grabe naman kung gagamitin ko ng buong buo ang pangalan niya, ‘di ba? Baka makasuhan pa ako. lol. At about dun sa flow ng story… siyempre lahat yun imagination ko lang. Sabi ko nga, kung magkakaroon kayo ng pagkakataong mabasa ‘yon, eh malalaman niyong (kung hindi ko sasabihin, pero sinabi ko kaya alam niyo na) na ‘yon yung mga bagay na gusto kong mangyari sa buhay ko. Hehee~ May sense pa ba itong sinasabi ko? Parang wala na. haha!

Uuwi si ate Ni sa 26 (ilang araw na lang!) para magswimming kami at dala niya ang bago kong selpon. Binilhan kasi ako ni mama ng bago. Malagpasan niya kaya ang record ng ilang taon ko ng selpon na si Nokiya ekspresmyusik? Sana.