Ow. I like the song. I want to ask the question to someone. But I can’t. I am ashame. haha. Well, I can do nothing about it! I’ll just let my feelings won’t grow so that I can handle it easy. hmm…
They Did the Same
There’s no difference when I loved him.
It’s similar, I also lived in my dreams.
It has no difference, I felt the same.
I thought my heart wouldn’t break again.
When I forgot him, my heart turn into whole.
Then it crushed again when I knew him, because I was a fool.
There’s no difference, I also feel the pain.
I was wrong that when I said that it wont happen again.
Though they differ in many aspects,
I Both loved them, there’s no difference.
They differ in names, characteristics and attitudes,
But because of them, I have been a fool.
They both broke my heart into several pieces.
They both ignored my feelings when I tried to say it.
He don’t differ with the first one I loved.
They both hurt me, in the same way from the start.
Memory of The Past
It hurts when I remember the memory of my past.
The thorns I used to know before, start piercing on my heart.
The aches are coming back, my tears are falling.
The pain I feel long ago, keeps on returning.
Walking through the shore together was my favorite part.
While you, holding my hands so very, very tight.
We wait for the dusk to come, and watch the sunset.
These are the things I wish that EVER didn’t happen.
You say the words “I Love You” to me every morning.
Then kiss me goodnight, and I would be gently sleeping.
Text me some sweet quotes that you made by yourself.
And sing me some songs for ONLY me, you dedicate.
I don’t want to recall the bygone days,
That you and me promised that we’ll be forever always.
That your love for me, forever will LAST.
I don’t want to remember the memory of the past.
Haha. I am now a Thai Actress! :) LOL. Sir Marcus Celis, Kuya Advert and kuya Allen told me that I have a look alike from the Thai actress named Baifern Pimchanok.
She was the lead actress of the movie entitled “A Crazy Little Thing Called Love (First Love)” . She is a pretty lady eh? ^^ That’s why I was shocked when they told me that we have a similarities in looks. LOL. Am I that beautiful? (they said to me that if I am not that “FAT”, I will look like her) ^^ OK. I’ll try to be slim. BUt no matter how hard I try, I just CAN’T. ^^
The lead actor also looks GOOD! ^^
The ordinary 14 years old girl name Nam. she’s unattractive or simple call… the ugly! But she had secretly in love with older guy in grade 10 name Chon, a most popular student in high-school. He’s hot, perfect and generous. That’s make girls in school going crazy about him, including Nam too. But she doesn’t give up easily. She tried do everything to made her pretty good and outstanding in school. Because she hopes him turned around at her just once more time.
Yipee.. :p I feel so happy yesterday, not only because I sang at WOF together with my friends (It’s normal) but also because he called at me through phone at exactly 5:52pm. yey. :P (why am I so happy about it?) hmm… I really, really miss him that much! That’s why, I thought… (I wish I could tell it to him but I don’t have enough courage to do that.. :( ). I am afraid that he might laugh at me when I say that and also afraid to be rejected by him. *sigh*
I was so nervous at first but I didn’t know why my mouth kept on saying so many words to him. The time suddenly stopped at that very moment for me. I miss being with HIM… I miss all about him. I miss his voice, his way of how he calls my name, his smile, and everything. I miss HIM… *sigh* wish it didn’t end. But I’m still happy though it only last for a minute or two.I was so glad that he still keeping in touch in that way even though it happened only now since our last communication end for about months ago.
It was three (3) months to be exact since I wrote my last story. My last story that I wrote is “Kiss the Rain” which i got the title from the composition of YIRUMA – a Japanese Pianist – having the same title from my story. And now, I started making the part two of WHOLE BROKEN HEART. (This is the replacement for my missing story entitled “The Hidden Love”) *sigh* I really, really miss that story. I wonder where it went. Almost one month of sleepless nights and aching hands and then it will be gone in a sudden? Ow come on! I won’t agree! But even though I’ve made another one, it’s a BIG difference from the first one. (I hope I could find that lost thing of mine).
Anyway, about my Whole Broken Heart (part 2), I am very, very excited on what my reader’s reaction would be! I am also excited in putting it on a clear, neat notebook and can’t wait to start drawing what my characters will look like.
There will be NEW characters to be introduced in the Part 2 of Whole Broken Heart. New twists, conflicts and new much awaited moments.
As of now, I am writing it in a scratch then try to buy a new notebook for the “editing” part and the final drawing. It would be another “master piece” of mine! I hope my readers would like it when I’m done in making the Part 2.
I was thinking about how can I publish it to the public? Am I going to be a writer or director someday in the future? Can’t wait to know the answers. :)