This is my first time that I painted tulips using acrylic on canvas! It’s a gift for a family friend this Christmas. The truth is, I don’t want to give it to them and put this drawing on my wall, instead. Wahehehe. So, this is my last drawing that I’ll post today. Advance Merry Christmas and Happy New Year, guys! :)
Hello Worpy! It’s been a while, huh? I’ve missed you. Did you miss me too? Heh, kidding. I am sorry for being inactive. I’ve been busy this month because of some stuff, I browsed the archive and I am pretty sad about the numbers of my post this December. Soooo, I decided to be alive again today, just for today. Because I am still a busy bee stupident.
There are a lot of things happened, some are happy and some are sad but still, I am thankful that they happened. I want to tell some here but I prefer it to post in my Tumblog. It’s kinda private and it’s full of drama (again, coz I am a drama queen). The reason why I haven’t been updating this blog is I don’t have enough inspiration nowadays. I’ve visited some galleries, art websites and seen some artworks over the net but I feel that there’s still something missing. I don’t know what’s the problem with me, but anyway, here are some drawings. Ahm, but wait, I’m going to upload it one by one so that my posts in December will increase! Wahehehe.
You are the first boy who stared at her like that. You are the first boy who gave her smile and made her heart melt because of it. You are the first boy who gave her goosebumps just by sitting beside her. You are the first boy that made her conscious of her appearance and the reason why she checked her make up almost every five minutes. You are the first boy who offered her a ride home. You are the first boy who gave her flowers and chocolates in Valentines. You are the first boy that made her stay up all night, staring at the ceiling of her room, thinking many ‘what ifs’. You are the first boy, she had her first late night phone call with. You are the first boy who said the three magic words to her. You are the first boy who kissed her with full of love. You are the first boy who cared about her so much. You are the first boy who she shared her secrets with for the first time. You are the first boy, she thought who understand her. You are the first boy that gave her hope and made her strong despite of all the negative thoughts she have in life. You are the first boy she thinks who will never, ever leave her.
But you are the first boy who broke her heart. You are the first boy who hurt her, not physically but emotionally. You are the first boy that made her cry a river. You are the first boy who left and made her feel nothing after.
And you are the last boy, she promised you will be the last boy…. she will love.