The Eyes.

I hate people with beautiful eyes, long eyelashes, deep eyelids, dark and perfect circle iris. They are my weaknesses. The eyes.

She — The 8 year old girl, I knew.

I remember, 10 years ago, there’s this one girl who loves to dream. Well, she still do that until now but the difference is, before… she dreamt of fulfilling her dreams. 

She imagined herself sitting on an office chair, holding pen and paper, signing contract or proposal, facing the computer and going to meetings; she imagined herself holding charcoals and brushes, mixing paints and oils, and drawing on a canvas; She even imagined herself standing while smiling inside an airplane. She didn’t actually think of what she will be in the future. But you know, being a child, she do have many dreams like, she wants to be like her or him; she wants to be known to this and that field; and she want to do something that brings happiness to herself.

She is a very imaginative, cheerful girl.  She’s not very good nor perfect, but she always do her best and puts her 101% effort. She’s an 8 year old girl having so many dreams and enough motivation to do something for the sake of other’s happiness.

To be honest, I don’t know what happened to her now. 10 years had passed and that girl is turning into a fragile and weak lady. This 18 year-old-lady I see, is really different from that 8 year-old-girl I know.. she still dream and imagine like she did, but the dreams are more fuzzy.She was lost maybe. Disappointments came to her. Frustrations got her. And now, it’s much worse.

She’s. Slowly. Giving. Up.

She’s afraid to disappoint herself. She’s afraid of not doing the things she loves to do. She’s afraid to do the things she must because of the people who expect more from her.

She cried a lot more times she did when she’s only experiencing having a wound on her right knee. She cried a lot more times, realizing that being a grown up is much harder than taking a bathe early in the morning. She cried, every single night thinking some random “what if’s” in her mind. She cried. And she’s crying now… while typing this because she needs to let go of her feelings. She wants to go back to the past. She wants to be the same as she was, 10 years ago. She wants to be strong, inspired and she wants to have a dream like she used to when she was still 8 years old.

She miss her old self.

….I miss my old self.

It’s time to say good bye, just be friends.

It’s because I am being addicted again to the song by Megurine Luka, I decided to draw the characters. I know they don’t look exactly like the original drawings but hey, I tried my best. :)

From hand drawings to outlining and coloring. I really, really tried my best. I spent almost 3 hours in coloring it. Tho I’m lazy, I still manage to finish the drawing and I am happy to say that I love the outcome. Patience is a virtue, they say! *u* Hay. I can finally rest and sleep! It’s almost 2am here and my eyes are heavy na. So Ciao, see you in dreamland. *wink*

P.S.  I only use a mouse in coloring the drawings. I also don’t have a scanner so I only took a picture of it. Huhu. Poor me. xD

Month of July.

May plano  sana akong gawan ng story ang love story ko dahil alam kong magiging maganda ito, kaso hindi ko na lang tinuloy dahil alam kong hindi din naman ito magkakaroon ng happy ending. Pero dahil gusto ko ng something na “maaalala” ko in case na makalimot, ibabahagi ko na lang dito.

“Ang ganda ng buwan ano?” sabi ko sa text. Tapos nag reply ka ng…. “Oo nga eh, sana naging buwan ka na lang.” 

Doon ako unang nainis sa iyo… at doon din naman kita tuluyang nakilala.

August 28, 2009. Friday

Normal lang sana ang araw na ito. Eh ang kaso, bigla kang sumulpot sa harapan ko. Ayun, naging espesiyal na siya. Ikaw, tanda mo pa ba kung anong nangyari sa araw na ito?

Hindi ko akalain na sa ganitong pagkakataon kita makikilala. First time ko pang magcamping! Hindi man sa bundok, at least masasabi mo pa din na camping ‘yon dahil hindi tayo sa loob ng isang bahay natulog.

Naaalala ko pa nung bigla kang lumapit sa amin. Sabi ko na nga eh, ka group kita. Nakita ko kasi yung hawak mong kulay nung naglalakad kami ni bhez. Kapareho nung sa amin… natuwa ako sa totoo lang. Kahit na nahihiya, kinausap kita. Wala ka sigurong ka close dahil puro lower year ang kasama natin. Nung una, hindi ko talaga alam kung ano ang itatawag ko sa iyo. Iba iba kasi ang binibigkas nilang pangalan mo eh. Pero nung nakita ko ang name tag mo, doon ko napagtanto na pareho pa lang tayong kakaiba ang pangalan.

“Ahh.. Gian Beau pala…” sabiko. At simula nun, palagi na tayong magkausap.

Sobrang saya nga eh, lalo na nung napili yung flag na ginawa ko gamit ang color pastel at ang team name nating.. RED BULL FIGHTERS. Pati na din nung nanalo yung ginawa nating jingle na sobrang korni at may pasayaw sayaw pang nalalaman. Buti na lang marunong akong kumanta at naging taga kanta lang ako. Ikaw, kamusta naman ang paghampas niyo ng mga bote magkaroon lang ng drum effect?

Hindi ko din makakalimutan, eh nung nanalo ang group natin dahil tayo halos ang nakakuha ng first place sa mga activities na ginawa. Sobrang nakakatuwa ano? First time kong sumama sa ganon, over achievement kaagad. Hindi ko talaga malilimutan yon… lalong lalo naman nung.. umakyat na tayo ng Angono Cave….

August 29, 2009. Saturday.

“Meron pa nga dito eh, maraming nagkalat ng bola ng golf…ikukuha kita mamaya.”

Ang sad news, wala naman tayong nakitang bola ng golf. Hindi umayon si tadhana. Madamot sa bola ng golf. Pero okay lang, at least nung papaakyat tayo sa sobrang nakakahingal na pataas na daan, marami akong nalaman tungkol sa iyo. At alam mo bang… nakaramdam ako ng something? Naks, siguro yun ang tinatawag nilang “Love at first sight”. Hindi ako nagbibiro, unang kita ko palang talaga sa iyo, may sparks na. Naks ulit, gumaganon ako. Pero walang halong loko, masaya talaga ako nung magkausap tayo. Lalo na’t palagi mo akong hinihintay sa paglalakad. Naisip ko nga eh, sana hindi na lang natapos ang araw na iyon para nakasama pa kita ng matagal. Kaso siyempre, hindi naman pwedeng habang buhay na lang tayong mag camping, ‘di ba?

Kaya naman medyo nalungkot ako nung natapos na ang araw na iyon.

August 31, Monday.

“Sabi ko pa nga kapag nakita kita kakamustahin kita kaso hindi naman…” – (From a letter, April 3, 2010)

Sabi mo sa sulat. Sabi ko din yan eh. Kaso, hindi ko din nagawa kasi nahihiya ako. Una, hindi ko alam kung tanda mo pa ako pagkatapos ng araw na iyon. Malay ko kung isa ka sa mga taong madaling makalimot. Kaso hindi pala.. pareho din pala tayo ng nararamdaman. Shy type ka din pala eh. Pero alam mo, ang saya. Sobrang saya nung makita kita sa school. Natutuwa ako kasi hindi lang pala panaginip yon. Na totoo palang may nakausap ako na katulad mo nung araw na iyon. Kaya simula non, laman ka na palagi ng mga texts ko. Initials mo ang gamit kong signature sa mga drawings ko. Alam ba ‘yon? Hindi ko yata nasabi sa iyo.

Kaya naman.. natutuwa ako kapag nakikita kita sa school. Dahil dun, gusto ko na palaging pumasok ng maaga, at late na kung umuwi. Paraparaan.. para makasilay.

September 2009. 

Na recollection, nag tour, ikaw pa din yung hinahanap ko nun. Kada pupunta kami sa isang lugar, umaasa akong nandun ka din para makasilay naman ako. Minsan nga eh, sinusundan kita nun kaso nakakahiya naman sa mga kasama ko kung magpapahalata ako. Grabe, hindi ko akalain na magiging ganito ako pag dating sa iyo.

October 2009.

Nasa plaza tayo. Bumagyo kasi eh.. kaya naman baha ang school natin. Ayun, siksikan tayo sa gym. Pero okay lang, dahil open space nakakasilay ako sa iyo. Tapos, kinikilig pa yung mga kaibigan ko kasi ikaw lang yung tinitignan ko. Alam nila na gusto na kita nun kaso sabi ko imposible naman tayong maging friends dahil  nga hindi pa tayo nagkakausap ulit pagkatapos nung camping.

Hopeless na nga ako nun eh. Kasi naiiisip kong matutulad na naman ako sa mga nauna kong nagustuhan. Yung… hindi man lang napapansin?

November, 2009.

First time kong sumama sa parada nung fiesta, at kung sinuswerte nga naman ako, nakita pa kita. Dun ko lang napansin yung mahahaba mong pilik mata. Ang cute mo pala kapag wet look. Hm, napansin mo din ba ako nun? Para kasing hindi eh… hindi ka kasi tumitingin sa akin. Ayun, lalo akong naging hopeless…

Pero nagbago yun, nung bigla kang nag text.

December  2, Wednesday.

“Hi. . .”

Nasa AES tayo nun. Dun na tayo nagru-room dahil crowded sa plaza. Medyo mag-uuwian na nga eh, last subject na ng biglang tumunog yung cellphone ko. Buti na lang computer subject at makikita kita. Naging favorite ko nga ang subject na yon dahil classmate kita dun eh. Pero dahil hindi ko naman kilala yung nag text, hindi ko na lang pinansin. Pero nung nasa room na tayo, at malakas ang pakiramdam kong parang kilala ko yung nagtext eh nireply-an ko ng… “Sino po sila?” or something like that. At alam mo bang muntikan na akong mapatalon sa upuan ko nun nung…

tumunog ang cellphone mo?

Napatingin agad ako kay dude na katabi ko sa upuan habang nakanganga. Kinakabahan din ako nung mga oras na iyon. Pakiramdam ko eh anytime pwede kang magsalita dahil medyo malapit ang upuan mo sa upuan ko. Hindi ko talaga alam ang gagawin ko nun. Mabuti na lang hindi ka na nagreply. Nakatingin yata si ma’am eh. Pero nung uwian…

yung uwian na siguro ang pinakamasayang oras ng araw ko na iyon.

Nagtext ka kasi ulit eh.

December 3, 2009. Thursday

“Ang ganda ng buwan ano?” sabi ko sa text. Tapos nag reply ka ng…. “Oo nga eh, sana naging buwan ka na lang.” 

Inumaga na ako ng tulog dahil ka text kita. Kahit na medyo naiinis ako sa iyo dahil hindi ko alam kung bakit ganon ka na lang makaasta. Papatayin ko na sana ang unli ko kaso nanghihinayang naman ako sa load. Isa pa, baka hindi na maulit yung magkatext tayo. Ayun, pinagtiyagaan ko na lang ang ugali mong presko.

Saka isa pa, gustong gusto na kasi kita nun.

December 23, 2009.

“Imba…”

Hindi ko alam kung saan galing yan. Pero alam ko sa iyo ko nalaman ang salitang yan eh. At yun na din yung naging tawagan natin. Siguro kung ikukuwento ko pa kung paano nangyari, eh baka abutin pa ako ng bukas. Isa pa, ang gusto ko lang maalala sa araw na ito ay ikaw at kung ano yung napagdesisiyunan kong itawag sa iyo.

Pero hindi ako makapaniwalang… nagiging close tayo sa paglipas ng araw.

January 2010.

“Hindi ko magawang iwasan ka eh…” sabi mo. “Bakit naman?” tanong ko. “Kasi mahal kita.”

At dahil dun, hindi ako nakatulog. Para ka naman kasing timang, isang beses na lang eh hindi mo na ako pinansin. Yun pala, may pustahan kayo ni bhessy tungkol sa hindi mo pagpansin sa akin. In fairness, kinilig ako sa dahilan mo kung bakit hindi mo kaya. Pero alam mo ba.. walang epekto sa akin eh. Gusto ko kasi, sa personal mo sabihin. Isa pa, paano mo naman ako mamahalin eh ni hindi pa ganon katagal ang pagkakaibigan natin?

Gusto ko sanang sumagot ng mahal din kita kaso… alam ko naman na hindi pa yun yung nararamdaman ko.

February 4, 2010.

“Ingat..”

Yung mga salitang gustong gusto kong sabihin sa iyo kapag paalis ka na ng bahay. Nagsimula ka na sa the moves mo at hinatid mo na ako sa bahay. Tinutukso pa nga tayo ng mga kaibigan ko eh. Tanda mo ba? Gusto na din sana kitang ipakilala kay mommy kaso natatakot ako. Ang alam ko kasi, bawal pa akong magpaligaw at alam kong pagagalitan tayo. Pero dahil gustong gusto talaga kita, sinabi ko din sa kanila. Kaso hindi nga lang kita napakilala.

Duwag kasi ako eh.

February 27, 2010.

“I love you..”

Prom night, at ikaw ang first dance ko. Isang memorable day for me dahil narinig ko sa personal yung mga salitang pinapangarap ko lang na marinig dati. Kaso sorry… dahil hindi ako nakasagot nun at hindi pa ako nakatingin sa iyo. Sayang din at hindi ko natandaan yung mga song kung saan magkasayaw tayo. Ang tagal nga nun eh, three songs. Hay, kung pwede ko nga lang i-rewind gagawin ko. Lalo na dun sa part na sinabi mo yung tatlong salitang yun.

March 23, 2010.

“Oo na..” sabi ko. “Ha? Anong oo na? Wala naman akong tanong ah?” sabi mo.

Patawa ka. Alam ko naman na alam mo yung ibig kong sabihin pero patawa ka talaga. Hindi mo ba alam kung gaano nakakahiyang sabihin yun? Pinag-isipan kong mabuti pero dahil hindi nga ako marunong magdala ng usapan eh nasabi ko na lang yung mga salitang “oo na” kahit wala ka namang tinatanong. Hindi ko alam kung bakit, siguro dahil alam ko… malapit na ang graduation. Baka hindi na tayo magkita.

Pero kahit na napahiya ako, masaya akong nasabi ko yun sa iyo.

“I love you, too.”

Sa wakas, nabigkas ko din. Nahihiya nga ako eh, at the same time natatakot dahil anytime maririnig ni mommy. Graduation day yun. May binigay kang sulat. May binigay din ako. Nasa iyo pa ba yung binigay ko? Yung binigay mo kasi sa akin… hawak hawak ko ngayon.

April 10, 2010.

First date ever ko. Sa favorite place ko pa. Kahit walang fansy dinner, candles, at may tumutugtog na pianist sa gilid natin, kuntento na ako. Napaos nga ako ng bongga sa kakukuwento eh. Hindi ko na nga lang maalala kung anu-ano yung mga yun… ikaw?

May idea ka ba?

May 2010.

Hindi ko alam. Pero bakit parang nanlalamig ka? I mean, hello, hindi ka man lang nagpaparamdam? Ni hindi ka man lang dumadalaw sa bahay. Gustong gusto na talaga kitang ipakilala sa kanila. Kaso, humahanap pa ako ng timing. Pero bakit ganyan na tayo? Ano nang nagyari dun sa dati nating samahan nung magkaibigan pa lang?

Kailangan bang magbago ang pagsasamahan dahil nagbago na din yung posisiyon natin sa buhay ng isa’t-isa?

June 3, 2010.

Ito ang araw… kung kailan kita tuluyang pinakawalan. Ni wala ka man lang reaksiyon. Siguro nga, wala lang sa iyo lahat. At sinula nun, parang namatay na din ang puso ko. Sana ikaw, hindi naman.

*PRESENT*

Biruin mo kung gaano katagal na ang lumipas? Pero hanggang ngayon nagbabatian pa din tayo. Sabihin mo nga, ano pa bang meaning nung mga batian na yun tuwing 23 ng bawat buwan? Magtatalong taon na tayong wala pero every month, nagpaparamdam ka at bumabati.

Bakit mo pa ginagawa yun? Para lang hindi mo mabali yung pangako mong “forever imba” mo ako? Dahil dun lang ba? O may iba pa bang dahilan? Ako kasi hanggang ngayon, iba yung dahilan eh. Alam mo yung.. ikaw move on na, ako hold on pa. Pero sana wala nang dahilan pa yung pagbati mo. Ayoko kasing maramdaman mo din itong nararamdaman ko eh. Tama na yung isa na lang sa atin yung nagbabalik tanaw sa nakaraan. Tama na yung ako na lang.

Kiss on the forehead — with Valentine as a Back Ground Music.

now playing: Valentine by Kina Grannis.

“Love, it’s a special day
We should celebrate and appreciate
That you and me found something pretty neat
And I know some say this day is arbitrary

But it’s a good excuse, put our love to use
Baby, I know what to do
Baby, I…
I will love you
I’ll love you, I’ll love you

Love, I don’t need those things
I don’t need no ring
I don’t need anything
But you with me
‘Cause in your company
I feel happy, oh so happy and complete

And it’s a good excuse, put our love to use
Baby, I know what to do
Baby, I…
I will love you
I’ll love you, I’ll love you

Yeah, it’s a good excuse, put our love to use
Baby, I know what to do
Baby, I…
I will love you
I’ll love you, I’ll love you

So won’t you be my honey bee?
Giving me kisses all the time
Be mine, be my Valentine

So won’t you be my honey bee?
Giving sweet kisses all the time
Be mine, be my Valentine

Oh, be my Valentine..”

I just thought that the song is perfect for the drawing. :) Oh, I missed prom.

 

Will post it soon.

Work in progress. Will post it soon *u* Good night.

 

I will make you a “Harana”.

I’m still awake though my body shouts that I need to sleep. I tried to close my eyes while sitting on a chair and feel if I am ready to lay down in bed. I feel sleepy but I am thinking something which is I don’t know, (yeah weird) so I took my sketch pad and my pencil instead. I thought of drawing a lady, a cartoon like or a portrait of someone but when I started sketching, my mind went blank again. So, I erased the first sketch I made.

Then I heard my sister strum the guitar and she began singing. I watched her play and I sang along with her. And that’s how the idea came of drawing her and the guitar.

She’s playing here ahm, I think ‘Little House’ by Amanda Seyfried, the OST of Dear John. I made the sketch (estimated time) for almost half an hour? I’m not sure coz I don’t really measure my time in making a drawing. I prefer to enjoy the things I am doing so that it’ll turn out good and natural. After that, she came up to me and saw the drawing I made. She said she’ll make it her DP in facebook. lol. Anyway, here’s she. See picture below.

Close ‘nuf? Hahaha. Si ciao, I’m sleepy now.

Graham-Marshmallow with some chocolates in the Oven.

I can’t think of a right title for this post. I just invented it.. and also the food. *laugh* so, my sister and I decided to go out the house just to buy anything and to walk to somewhere, actually that’s my main goal. But we end up buying grahams and marshmallow in the market. We also bought Zagu and a cracker coz we thought of walking home instead of riding a tricycle.

So, let me show what we did to the grahams and mallows. I don’t really know how to explain and elaborate all the procedures that we did but allow me to explain it trhu pictures, okay? I’m weak with words. Literally weak. xD

The grahams. You can also use any biscuits like wafer or cookies and etc. I just like grahams because it’s not that expensive for me. You can use the grahams without breaking them. (I mean, break. Yes break.. there are lines on a biscuit right? A guide to where you can break it) I just broke the grahams because it’s too long for me. (or if you don’t want the word break, let me use the words, cut.. or divide, whatever! Hahaha.)

And the marshmallow. I just dipped them in chocolate. Any chocolate powder or liquid will be okay. In this case, we used *insert product name here* powder that we also bought in the market. It only cost 9php per sachet. ;) yes, we were that cheap. ^^

The mallows on grahams, they are ready to be melted! but not that melt, you know. Coz It won’t melt and turn into a liquid gooey effect, only the inside. lolwhat? Hahaha. Hirap mag english, pero dapat magpractice. xD

And then, when you think the mallows are okay and fat enough (that’s my clue when the inside of the mallows are already melted) remove them out in the oven then put a graham over the mallow then pressss!!!!! And the finish products…. 

Medyo malagkit pero pwede nang pagtiyagan kapag gutom ka. xD

100 Things Personality Test – Visual DNA

I accidentally saw this test on a website. I was searching something then I got interested so I signed up there. Gamit ko pa yung account ng office. Hahaha!  I enjoyed answering to questions! There are no words and only pictures as an option but I still managed to answer them by examining the meaning of the photos. I bet you can too!

It took me ahm.. 15 minutes? Maximum estimated time to finish the test.

It look like a book. Because you need to turn the page for you to read the whole result.

And I laughed when I saw it. 50% curious and 100% Introvert!!! Hahaha. I know, right? But hey, here’s my whole personality result. Read, read!! (I also put this in my “Rizza Maruja” page. Mehehe)

Personalty:

You’re a Seeker. A good listener with a heart of gold, your friends know they can rely on you for support and advice in good times and bad. You’re kind and generous, and helping others comes naturally.

A sensitive soul with an expressive nature, you tend to be a romantic at heart. Sometimes you love nothing more than escaping into your very own dreamworld. Spontaneous new experiences can be inspiring to you, and you like exploring your creative side from time to time. Reliable and trustworthy, you seek harmony and balance in your life. You forge strong, long-lasting friendships, and your friends really value your honesty and frank opinions. You may prefer routine and security to lots of new experiences.

You have the right idea! It seems like you’re feeling really balanced and centered right now. You don’t let anything stress you out too much, and it’d take a lot to throw you off kilter.

A healthy relationship really is the bedrock of a happy home, but it also takes a lot of energy and commitment to maintain. Make sure that with all the other distractions in life, your love-life doesn’t end up at the bottom of the list.

For you, it’s important to remember to tap into your inner strength and to believe in yourself. Take on new challenges and stay stimulated so you remain enthusiastic and inspired by life. As a Seeker, you get excited by new ideas. You like adventure and original experiences that stimulate and challenge your status quo. Stay inspired with a rich mix of activities, and find time for hobbies that allow you to explore your creative side. Learn to recognize when you need variety in your life, and then incorporate it into your daily plans. Have you ever written a list of your positive features or asked your friends to do the same? It’s a great exercise and it might just surprise you. As a Harmonizer, it’s important to learn to trust your intuition and to know that everything will work out for the best. Learn to say yes to new experiences from time to time. Your confidence and self-belief will grow and grow. Sometimes a challenge or a change of scene could be just the thing you need.

You have a natural sense of the importance of quiet reflection on your deepest hopes and desires for life. Your faith is a wonderful gift that gives you strength and support in everything you do. Make sure you have the confidence to carve out that space for yourself however busy your schedule may be.

Love: 

You’ve definitely got a playful streak. For you, being in love is about having fun and enjoying life. Sharing lots of laughs is the best way to keep things fresh.

As a Warm Heart, you’re very down-to-earth when it comes to love. Often it is the simplest pleasures that bring the greatest joy. For you, romance often evolves from a close friendship. You want a love that feels safe and secure and believe in building strong foundations based on trust and understanding. You are a deeply loyal person and you expect the same from your partner. A true relationship is about committing to share your life and leaning on each other in good times and bad. Quiet one-on-one time is important too. You like to dive in and get lost together in those magical feelings.

  • Keep the magic alive in a relationship by spending quality time doing something that you’ll both enjoy.
  • Be bold. Don’t feel that there’s some perfect ideal that you need to live up to. You are an amazing individual. Celebrate that yourself and you’ll quickly find that you’re not the only one who thinks so.
  • Do something different. Rent roller skates and wobble around the park hanging out to one another for balance!”

Want to know your personality too? Take this test!

Cybercrime Law. Makikiepal lang ako’t gagawa ako ng isang post. Okay, advance good bye sa inyo pips! Huhuhu. xD

Sa mga nababalita ngayon, wala akong masabi. Bakit? Ayokong magsalita. Baka makulong pa ako. lol. Joke lang. Pero hindi.. ayoko lang mag react. Bakit? Eh kasi wala naman nang mangyayari kung magrereact pa ako. Pero – Wait lang. May gusto lang akong sabihin. Wow, baka bukas makulong na talaga ako. Tsk tsk.

Ang akin lang, napag-isip isip ko lang… Actually kanina lang (okay, puro lang na lang -__-) Eh… hello? Hindi naman dapat gawing malaking issue ito. Hmm, okay, may aangal. Di ba meron? Kasi para sa akin din eh napakalaking issue nito. SOBRANG LAKI. Ano na lang ang saysay ng internet kung ganon na lang ang mangyayari hindi ba? Kung maipapatupad ito bukas… nako, wala na. Wala na akong mado-download na kanta sa YouTube. Wala na akong mapapanood na movie sa movie2k. Wala na akong makukuhang picture ni Ryo Nishikido sa Google. May nabasa pa nga akong pati yung privacy eh medyo “pakikialaman” pa nila. Sorry for the term, yung kasi yung pagkakaintindi ko. At higit sa lahat… Hindi ko na mapupuna yung mga taong kapuna-puna gamit ang pagbo-blog. Kasi anytime, makakasuhan ako. Muwahahaha.

Okay, seryoso na. Ehem. Omaygad.  Magiging boring na ng internet life ko. Tsk. Ano ba naman kasi yan. Ang dami daming pwedeng unahing ipatupad na batas pero bakit iyon ang inuna? Sobra naman. Sobra na. (okay, kapag nilabas ko pa talaga yung saloobin ko eh baka bukas hunting-in na ako ng mga pulis. Sabihin eh inaapi ko yung mga buwaya sa Gobyerno.) Oops, another foul. Sorry, pero totoo naman hindi ba? Bakit kaya ganun na lang sila kung gumawa ng batas? Yayaman kaya ang Pilipinas? Wow, sana lang. Oo nga pala.. yes naisip ko kanina lang na may magagandang bagay din naman na magagawa yun kapag naipatupad na. Like, wala na ngang plagiarism, wala nang pornography. Wala nang cybersex.. wala nang mabu-bully sa internet. At higit sa lahat.. wala nang Happiness. Hahaha! We all know, masarap yung mga bawal. Kaya nga hindi na naubusan ng kasalanan ang tao eh. Tsss.

Moving on, napapalayo kasi sa topic. Ehem. Pero ang naisip ko, (ito totoo na, hindi na ako magpapaliguy-ligoy pa) na ang unang pumasok sa isip ko kung bakit ipinatupad ang batas na ito ay dahil… ayaw na NILAng mapuna. Ayaw na NILAng may masabi sa kanilang masama ang mga tao. Ayaw na NILAng mapansin yung mga maling nagagawa ni ganyan at ni ganito. Oh, baka magulat na lang ako bukas wala na ang blog ko na ito. Kaya ngayon pa lang, goodbye world na ang drama ko. Tsk tsk. Biruin mo ‘yon? Kung mangyayari yun.. isa lang ang ibig sabihin nun. Mawawalan na ng kalayaan na ibahagi ang mga saloobin ng mga tao sa pamamagitan ng.. katulad nitong ginagawa ko.

Masama bang maglabas ng opinyon? Masama bang maglabas ng saloobin? Masama bang pumuna? Hindi naman hindi ba? Kahit naman kasi ipagbawal yung ganyan at ipatupad yung batas na nagsasabing kapag may sinabi kang masama kay ganito dahil nakagawa siya ng ganoon eh hindi pa din magbabago ang tingin ng isang tao sa hinhusgahan niya. Tama? Well para sa akin kasi tama. Sorry, opinyon ko eh. Pero alam kong hindi naman ito mapapansin dahil hindi din naman masiyadong importante ang mga pinagsasabi ko dito. Lalong lalo na sa mga taong sarado na ang isip tungkol sa ganitong bagay.

Ayoko na ngang magsalita. Wala din namang kahahantungan ito eh. Pero hey, huwag tayong matakot. As long as alam natin yung tama at alam natin na wala naman tayong nasasagasaan sa mga pinag-gagawa natin, eh go lang.