2012-08-25 20:49 repost from my tumblr accnt.
She was my best friend — Our best friend.
Her smile, her laugh. Her hand writing and everything — it’s still in my memory. I tried to forget her (not literally, maybe the feelings.. uhuh) but I couldn’t.
This morning, I, again, heard her voice calling my name. I saw her smile at the back of my mind. It’s.. still the same, just like before. The same old smile she used to wear in front of us. I closed my eyes, remembering how she looks; Her cheerful and tantalizing eyes. Her pointed and beautiful nose. Her curly hair (she loves to curl it). And the way she sits, stands, and everything. Even her candle-shaped fingers touching my hair, I can still recall. Sigh, I really do miss her a lot.
I still remember that night. It’s just a typical night for me. But it’s the most unforgettable. The night that I never thought would happen. The night when I last saw her strong.
She’s not sick and definitely don’t have a serious illness or whatsoever. She just happened to be in a coma (but not exactly) because of an accident that night that I’m talking about and I think it’s my fault. Yeah, it was my fault… To be honest, I am awake that time. But didn’t even help her. It’s just.. Ugh, I can’t explain. I really can’t.
Nobody knew about this. It’s only me, myself and I. And now, you.
She stayed in the hospital for a month or two or three, or four… I can’t remember.. It’s been almost two years now. I won’t elaborate more. But you’ll get the idea. She suffered. She fought. She was in pain. And then, she left us. She went up there and.. She died. And I died, too — emotionally.
Oh, how I hate being nostalgic.
And her name was Flora. And I miss her so much…
“I miss you, lola”
This is my current DP and Cover photo in my FB account. Hey, that’s my real name over there! And my location, too. Haha! I already posted this in my Tumblr account but since I don’t have anything to post here (sorry worpy, I’ve been busy you know. lol) So yeah, I thought of posting this here, too. I had a trouble cropping the picture to be my DP. Haha! I hate measurements. But love numbers.. Hmm…
“Just Be Friends..” I decided to put that phrase or words or whatever you call it in the drawing because I wanted to. But kidding aside, I don’t know. I just want to include it on the drawing. And.. my handwriting sucks, right? It looks like a hand writing of a grade one pupil. Ahm, I made this drawing yesterday night because I was bored. My brother was using AYS and I got lazy reading the books I bought yesterday so I took my pencil and my sketch pad. And ta-duh! My pencil case was missing.. Huhuhu. :P (random xD)
Anyway, here’s the original drawing! It looks kinda dirty. Hihi
So worpy! Sorry for neglecting you, I can’t promise to update you every day because of my busy schedule. (weh?) So sayonara! ;)
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Sobra na. Hindi ko na kaya. Sapat na siguro yung mga sakit na nararamdaman ko araw-araw kapag nakikita kita. Yung mga luhang nilabas ko sa pagdaan ng bawat gabi. Yung mga tula na nagawa ko, mga kuwento at pagpapantasya ko. Maging itong sinusulat ko, nasayang sila at alam kong masasayang pa.
Gaya ng sa kantang “I love you, Goodbye.” hiniling ko din na sana ako na lang. Yung taong magbibigay sa iyo ng pagmamahal na matagal mo nang gustong maasam. Yung taong magpapaligaya sa iyo sa tuwina. Yung taong kakailanganin mo. Pero alam kong hindi ako yun eh. Hindi mo sa akin mahahanap ang totoong kaligayahan. Hindi ka sa akin sasaya. Hindi din naman sa iba… Kasi alam ko, sa kanya lang. Siya lang… at wala nang iba.
Gaya ng sa kantang “I love you, Goodbye.” mahirap mag-paalam sa taong mahal na mahal mo. Ayoko sanang umalis pero kailangan…
Pero hindi gaya ng sa kantang “I love you, Goodbye”…
Aalis ako. Pero hindi ako magpapaalam.
Kuha mo? Kailanman, hindi ko masasabi sa iyo ang salitang.. “Paalam”. Mahal kita eh. Bakit ko gagawin ‘yon? Ayos lang naman ako. Kahit na dumaing ako sa unang talata, hinding hindi ako magpapaalam sa iyo.Tandaan mo ‘yan.
The film is set in a high school, where an elite group of twenty students—including rebellious heroine Kang Yi-na, her timid best friend Yoon Myong-hyo, and her suitor Kang Hyeon—are taking a special class for their college entrance exam.
After Kang Yi-na is nearly strangled and another student throttled in the restroom, the classroom TV screen switches to an image of top-ranking student Hye-yeong trapped inside a fish tank that is slowly filling with water. A disembodied voice announces that her life depends on the exam questions he will set for them, and that a student will die for every question the class gets wrong.
Trapped with the students are head teacher Hwang Chan-wook and English teacher Choi So-yeong. Yi-na realizes that the students are being killed in order of their rank in the class, and she is ranked fifth. Someone is slowly killing the students one by one, but who are they? And what do they want?
Before I start, I would like to say that the girl above (creepy girl) looks like Sophia. The girl I draw and the antagonist in September Night (My story in Wattpad) Hoho.
Let’s begiiiin~ My sister and I watched this yesterday night. We were surfing the net and hoping to find good movies to watch and suddenly she remembered that one of her classmates said that we should watch Death Bell because the movie is good. And yeah, I agree!
At first, the setting (plot, or whatever they call it) is the same with Battle Royale which selected students can’t leave the place or else, they die. But as I continue to watch it, the story became like SAW. You know, doing brutal to the victims. The difference is just, there is one question to answer and luckily if you solve it, the victim won’t die. But actually, it is a riddle to solve. Oh, you must watch in order to understand what I’m saying. Ha-ha! And oh, the killing is in order. They kill the student according to his/her rank in school.
Ratings: 8/10 stars! If you’re planning to watch a suspense movie and kinda mystery, better watch Death Bell! You’ll surely enjoy! ☺ And ahuh! As the title says, there’s number 2! Let’s move on…
Death Bell 2: Bloody Camp is the same as Death Bell 1 except that in this movie, the victims aren’t killed by rank. Oh here’s the plot. I’m too lazy to make kuwento xD
In South Korea, the high school student and swimmer Jeong Tae-yeon (Yoon Seung Ah) is found dead in the pool, which is found as a suicide. Two years later, teacher Park Eun-su (Hwang Jung Eum) joins the high school where Tae-yeon’s stepsister Lee Se-hui (Park Ji-yeon) is haunted by nightmarish visions and is bullied by the student Eom Ji-yun (Choi Ah-jin).
Eun-su finds it difficult to get respect in the classroom and is backed up by an older teacher, Cha (Kim Su-ro). Se-hui and her classmates are selected for an elite “study camp” held at the school during the summer break where 30 students study for their university entrance exams. The school’s swimming trainer is murdered in the showers, and the words “When an innocent mother is killed, what son would not avenge her death?” found scrawled on a blackboard. A voice warns the students that they’ll all be killed unless they can answer who is the murderer and why. The students and teachers find they’re locked in the school when more deaths begin to happen.
Unlike Death Bell 1, Death Bell 2 is more brutal. And TAK GU (Yoon Shi Yoon) is there! That’s why i love it. Hahaha.
You’ll get the story at the first scene already but you’ll be confused at the end. Kinda.. I got confused eh *laughs* like what’s the motive of the killer? And so on…
Anyway, Ratings: 9/10 stars! You must watch if you haven’t yet! ☺
I decided to wake up at 6am and prepare for work. I asked my sister to buy something at the sari sari store but she came back, shocked and told me that the water reached almost in front of our Tita’s house. I took a look and yes, I can barely see the road. Good thing, we’re on the second floor! /englishcarabaomodeison!
Haaay, another day of absent. :/ I really hate being absent to school or work or to whatever. I hate wasting time (exclude the moment when I’m really lazy *laughs*) and yeah, I can feel that this will be another unproductive day. Should I watch movies? Draw? Blog? Or.. update my rotting stories in Wattpad? *laugh with full of sarcasm*
The water isn’t that high but people here are using a “balsa” or raft in english, I think, because you can see how dirty the water is. Free black gulaman and green tea! (lol). They don’t want to get sick and get wet.. Who wants to get sick?..
I saw some people, already carrying their things and putting it in and on a tricycle/van or anything that can help their things to stay dry. They are starting to evacuate and save their things from the flood. But thank God, I know no one got hurt and I hope, no one will get hurt.
I remember the Ondoy days. It’s much worst before. The color of the water is like a chocolate — uhm, erase! It’s like a mocha, caramel, coffee drink! And many people died, many families were crying, many people got stranded and etc.
Oh, I’m still waiting for our brother who got stranded in Pasig? I dunno where exactly he is now. He went to Q.C. for I don’t know reason and until now, he can’t come home because there’s floooooood every where.. Good thing, he’s safe (hopefully). Because of being a hardheaded brother, that’s what he got. Tsk tsk..
Hay HABAGAT… You’re not even a typhoon but you brought something like this. So erm, this is our current situation here in Rizal specifically in the Art Capital of the Philippines (you guess where). I hope the water won’t continue to go higher.
Anyways, highways, meet the official model for today. HAHAHA. I got these photos from her. Oh, let me use the term “borrow”. Yeah I borrowed the photos just to post something here in my blog. Credits to you, boi!
The good thing about being a Filipino, (yes! I’m proud!) they still enjoy the moment in spite of the disaster that their experiencing. They can still smile in front of the camera, pose and set aside some negative thoughts, pretending that they are still happy and thinking that everything’s going to be alright! ♥ /P.S. The rain started to pour heavy agaiiiiiiin! >.<
Ang pansamantalang pagtayo ko sa ilalim ng ulan ang tumulong sa akin upang maibalik ko ang aking sarili sa nakaraan.
Malamig. Nakakangatog. Nakakapangilabot. Isabay mo pa ang napakabigat na hangin na humahampas sa aking katawan.
Ganitong ganito ang naramdaman ko nung magmistulan akong poste na nakatayo lang habang hinihintay ang pagtila ng ulan. Hindi nagtagal, ang mga paa ko’y nagsimulang humakbang at ang aking mga kamay ay sinapo ang maliliit na butil mula sa mata ng langit.
Parang dati lang… nung panahon na masaya pa ako sa ganitong panahon. Parang dati lang.. nung gustong gusto ko pang pagmasdan ang paligid sa ganitong sitwasiyon. Muli, ako’y nakadama ng kaligayahan sa ilalim ng ulan. Sana naman, nasama na din niya sa kanyang pagbagsak sa lupa ang lahat ng negatibo kong nararamdaman. Para bukas kung sakali mang sisikat ang araw, gumaan kahit papano ang aking pakiramdam.
Hi Worpy! It’s been a while I guess. Forgive me, because I’m too busy with my work. Yes, I have now work! I’m a real human na. lol. But hey, I still want to work in a coffee shop as a waitress or as a singer there. To tell you the truth, that’s my dream job… a part time job while studying in a University. Oooh, that would be lovely. Anyway, I have here two drawings! These are not mine tho. It’s my bhessy’s drawing. I just need it here because it’s cool. :)
Soooo Worpy? Does she have a talent too like me? Hehe. Ciao Worpy! I need to go. ‘Til next time! :)