Please be nice to me, okay? ^^
Since I am reading now CCS, I would like to share something to you guys ^__^
When I was still small *ehem* (I think first year high school. yeah yeah, I’m such a kiddo xD) and still watching Cardcaptor Sakura on TV, I used to jot down the card that she captured on that particular episode. :) Hahahaha. It’s kinda funny though but I really enjoyed doing it.
And oh… I love Lee Shaoran Super ^__^ I made a drawing oh. :)
I said I’ll stop see him more than as a friend starting last week. But after all what had happened today, I realized that I can’t ignore my feelings for him.
I know, (and I will tell this again for the nth time, ) that we CAN NEVER be more than friends and our relationship will never be as I wanted to be. But I really can’t resist the feeling that keeps on bugging me every time, (especially) that he’s beside me, he looks at me, and smiles at me.
You see, the feeling that I feel every time he looks at me seems like there’s something inside my heart that wants to escape — to burst. It’s a mixture of HAPPINESS and PAIN.
There’s this thought that says .. It’s okay to feel what you’re feeling now. What important is, you’re FRIENDS and having the chance to be close to him is good enough even if it hurts you.
I sometimes agree to that. But as I’ve said a while ago, after all what happened today, I am falling for him more deeply…
I don’t want to assume nor to hope, (but still hoping) but I can feel that there’s something behind that looks he’s giving to me. (I, really am an assuming person -__-).
Ookaaaay, I’ll tell you the story behind this “drama”.
I am very happy today, yes It’s not obvious. Coz I’m with my friends a while ago. INCLUDING HIM. We had our best and loudest laugh at the mall. We eat together and said nonsense topics. I often look at him because I feel awkward. (ehem, he’s in front of me while eating! I am out f concentration that time. I keep on looking left to right but not in front! Awkwardnesss! >.<) He also noticed that my eyeglass was broke and Ate Seth started to smile meaningful. Is he
looking staring at me? No. I think no.
He’s just a good observant I think.
Oh well, I also like his outfit for today. Wearing a black t-shirt and slacks made him more “manly” look! I also like his hair having a slight color brown high lights and I love his natural brown-black eyes when there’s no contact lens when looking at me. I really am attracted to him.
So, back to the drama, I WISH that this feeling won’t last long. I want to be close to him not having this kind of feeling every time when he’s around. It’s hard you know. Pretending that you are OKAY to be friends with someone you LIKE kills you! Yeah it kills me. But still happy. Ugh, VAIN!
This topic is vain. <//3
Ahuh. I’m now addicted to this Manga/Anime entitled “SHUGO CHARA”.
I really love the drawing. It makes me inspired to makes some Comics again ^^ I’m enjoying the story, the sketches. The outfits. and the GUYs… They’re CUTE and HOT! ^__^ Hihihi. I like Ikuto. That little Scared-y-cat above :3
I am reading it here. Mangafox.com :)
I’m on chapter 18.5! ^^
(AND OWEEMGEEE. Nadeshiko-San is a BOY??? O.O)
I just love the song. The second song I requested him to sing .. (..for me, but he doesn’t know that.)
Well, Anyway why would he sing for me by the way? LOL. But I still love the song. ^^
♪ ♫ So I pray, this time..
I could be the man that she deserves cause I die,
A little each time..
When she Cries… ♪ ♫
Last Sunday, we celebrated the First Birthday of Sahxia and the 8th Birthday of Habibi. (They’re my niece) at McDonalds Ortigas Avenue Extension (2nd floor). The venue was so nice and kinda big. Exactly for the visitors. We had a very HAPPY celebration and a TIRING day. But thank GOD the party became successful.
Good bye 13k! ;)
Oh and by the way, I was the photographer that day. And here are the photos I took being a “frustrated-Photographer-of-the-day” muwhahaha.
The tarp. Actually, I don’t like the designs. I’m kinda dissatisfied. x
Fulgar Family. Sahxia (the baby), Sophia (the one wearing dress) and their mommy and Daddy ^^ And look at Ate Shi!(Their Mommy) Her eyes were closed. FAIL! xD
Fulgar Family also. Hohoho. They’re their cousin! Ansi( wearing red) and Kiko (wearing gray) are Sahxia and Habibi’s cousin. And Kuya nog, their father and Kuya Dex (hbb&Sahxia’s Daddy) are siblings. ^^
And oh, It’s Onang(my sister) ME, and Mommy. hehehe I look cute here :”3
Ad taduh!! The cakes. BOW *u*
Blue Balloon ^^ I forgot to take home one but luckily I took a picture of it ^^
The game has started ! \m/
Look at uh.. what’s her name? (I’m referring to the bird ^^) but anyway, I’ll call her ANGRY BIRD! (xD)and McDolnald! ^^
Ate Belen and Kiko :3 They are making the highest tower using a plastic cup. :3 they’re supposed to be the winner but the cups suddenly fell down. :(
Hi Sahxia! ^__^
Habibi is cute here ^^ And oh, I’m the one who do the ‘light’ make-up on her face ^^
You’re so cute Chii!! ^_^
And my sister :) We’re taking each other’s PHOTO here. Hahaha xD
And here are the random photos I took. ^.^ So, can I be a photographer too? :)))
Oh hi Worpy! It’s been a week since I last visit you. hehehe. Sorry for being a lazy blogger. Hohoho. So anyway, yesterday, I watched another “Nicholas Sparks” Movie — The Last Song. Starring Miley Cyrus and Liam Hensworth. (He’s so HOT!) :D
Oooh! Look at that Liam Hensworth — SHIRTLESS! Hahaha. So hot, right? :D
And oh, Hi there Miley! :)
The part that they both guard the sea turle eggs from the raccoon. :)
This is the part that Will (Liam Hensworth) brought Ronni (Miley Cyrus) to their house and introduced Ronnie as her girlfriend.
I loved the movie. It made me cry. REALLY. I remember my father while watching and it makes me EMOTIONAL. It is a story of First Love, Family, Forgiveness, Second Chances and it really touch one’s heart. I wont’ give so much Spoiler but if you guys haven’t seen it yet, just watch the film! :) Super awesome movie.
Hey Worpy, I am sorry for not updating and for not completing my Photo challenge. Haha. What a lazy blogger I am. But anyway, I have here some interesting post. I decided to post my bucketlist. It’s in NO PARTICULAR order but this are the things I WANT Before i die.
Oh yes.. I want this! :D lol
I want to see the Northern lights before I die. If I see just a little bit of the light, I can die soon na. :D hahaha
I’ve never did this before. :) So I think I want to do this before I die.
with my friends and family of course. :) I would be the happiest girl dying on earth if it happens. :)
I would love this. :) I want to sail around the world with the one I love. (kung sino man siya) xD
Ohh. This is my GOAL now. :) I want to cover my bedroom walls with LOTS of LOTS of LOTS of pictures. :)
I’ve never seen a firefly in real life. And yeah I am not kidding. Haha. Poor me. I want to catch a firefly then keep it in a bottle. That would be so lovely. :)
I know that this is impossible and I know that I’ve promised to myself that I won’t get married but … I want this to happen before I die. :( :)
So Worpy, what do you think about my list? :) Is it cool huh? hehehe. I have a shallow personality. You can see it in my posts. Few things can make me feel happy. Little things can make my day.
So, see you soon again! I’ll do my best to update this blog more. :) xoxo