A Crazy Little Thing Called Love ^^

Haha. I am now a Thai Actress! :) LOL. Sir Marcus Celis, Kuya Advert and kuya Allen told me that I have a look alike from the Thai actress named Baifern Pimchanok.

She was the lead actress of the movie entitled “A Crazy Little Thing Called Love (First Love)” . She is a pretty lady eh? ^^ That’s why I was shocked when  they told me that we have a similarities in looks. LOL. Am I that beautiful? (they said to me that if I am not that “FAT”, I will look like her) ^^ OK. I’ll try to be slim. BUt no matter how hard I try, I just CAN’T. ^^

The lead actor also looks GOOD! ^^

The ordinary 14 years old girl name Nam. she’s unattractive or simple call… the ugly! But she had secretly in love with older guy in grade 10 name Chon, a most popular student in high-school. He’s hot, perfect and generous. That’s make girls in school going crazy about him, including Nam too. But she doesn’t give up easily. She tried do everything to made her pretty good and outstanding in school. Because she hopes him turned around at her just once more time.

As for now, I am liking the movie ^^ :)

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Frustrated ME

FRUSTRATION!! tsk >.< I am a FRUSTRATED PAINTER!  A FRUSTRATED ARTIST! tsk.

I really don’t understand why I didn’t choose the course Fine Arts. I love paintings, yeah.. I love to draw, sketch, and everything related to arts! But I don’t know why Computer System Design and Programming is now I am studying about. *sigh*

I feel frustrated whenever I am seeing some drawings, sketches, and other artworks of other people aged like me. I feel frustrated whenever I am hearing the word, “ARTS”. *sigh again* I just don’t know! I envy people studying at Universities and taking the course of Fine Arts, Designing, Architecture, Photography, Music, Theater, and many more that has to do with ARTS!

I wish I could be one of them. People with sketch pads on their stuffs, pencils, erasers, clay and etc. I want to have a complete set of Paints! With the complete kinds of brushes, with the complete sizes of canvas papers, and a complete set of numbers of pencils! *sigh* It IS impossible. Unless I have money. MORE money to buy those stuffs that I am longing for.

>.< Frustrated ME. :(

Mirrors

Paranormal is a general term that designates experiences that lie outside “the range of normal experience or scientific explanation” or that indicates phenomena that are understood to be outside of science’s current ability to explain or measure.

Actually yesterday is my very NOT NORMAL day for me. I should say that, I experienced something different to other phenomena of my life. I was so “PRANING” that day! Many people said that I shouldn’t believe to those story about ghost and other spiritual entities. But I couldn’t help myself NOT to worry. And, I love to experience something … uh, NEVERMIND. ^^

08:23:53 pm, was the time that I should not see myself to the mirror. My friend sent me text messages saying that I should avoid looking at the mirror at that time. Of course! I panic myself to death! Why is he saying that? Am I gonna die or something when I see myself at that time to the mirror? (Actually he said that to me, but no need to worry. He said he can handle it)

When 8:00 pm came, I started trembling. My hands felt icy-cold, my face paled, and my knees were shaking. ugh! I didn’t want that feeling. I’m with my bhez Chelsea that time. We were at Plaza watching the performance of some contestants of the singing contest. I asked her if she could be with me until 8:30 pm. Then my friend suddenly text me that they’re at my residence. They helped me to resolved that problem. I was so glad they DID! whew .. Though he saw something at our house, it doesn’t matter! We got used to it. ^^ (the child at the gate, and the lady upstairs). My grandma when she still alive, saw the child at the gate while my ate saw the lady upstairs looking at the window. I also heard the voice of the child in my right ear. HE is laughing. ^^ He’s laughter was kinda cute but scared me still.

Now, I don’t want to look at the mirrors ANYMORE! When the clock stikes at 6:00 pm, All eyes of mine are now keep out of sight of the mirrors. But then again I realized that PRAYER to our All Mighty GOD is the most powerful thing that we can do to disappear our fear. And I will do it now EVERY TIME… ^^

 

speaking of mirrors, I wanna watch MIRRORS the movie 1 and 2. hehe

HAPPINESS ^^

I was really happy that ate Seth and I were back to normal again. (I mean, we’re doing the “usual thing” that we’re doing before. e.g normal conversations). However, she told me that she is really mad at me. (Until now I guess) But it’s OK. What important is, we’re back to normal again and we’re FRIENDS again. And I don’t have to bother anymore.

I was standing alone at the door while watching my co-students enjoying at the other room.It was my first EVER foundation day being in that school. The room that time was the WEDDING BOOTH.

While watching the few people wearing smile on their faces, I was been hugged by a person from my back. I thought it was Angie, but when I looked behind, I didn’t expect whit who I saw. It was ate Seth. Crying ans saying that she can’t handle it anymore having with “no pansinan factor” with me. I was so happy that I wanna cry also but being in a public place made me feel ashamed. And that how it goes. Everything’s back to normal again as I wanted to. Hope it WON’T happen again EVER! ^^

I am Sorry T.T

Today was my NOT nice day for me. I am sad although I passed the test in our AOOP subject. *sigh*

I don’t know if ate Seth is angry at me. I couldn’t take it any longer if she wouldn’t talk or just simply wouldn’t smile at me until tomorrow! haaay… She is more like a big “sister” to me. She’s always there whenever I needed help. Financial, social, moral and any kind of help. Have I done something wrong?

I can’t tell her the word Sorry. I just don’t know how to say it. I’m afraid that she might reject it and never mind me as well. I tried to talk to her a while ago but it didn’t work. So I didn’t try it again however I always wanted to talk to her. I just cried and cried until my mood swing were back to normal. “It hurts to see someone special to you that they ignore you as if they didn’t mind you at all… And you just have no choice but to pretend that you are OK while deep inside, you are NOT.”

I know this is not a nice way to say but, I am SORRY ate Seth … Whatever I’ve done, please forgive me. I cannot take that you’re mad at me and I cannot even get a chance to talk to you even for a single minute. huhu… T.T

hoping for tomorrow’s forgiveness. *sigh*

Happy Day.

I had a happy day today! We went to ate Seth’s house and made the program we needed for our mock defense on Friday. At first, we are losing hope but in the end, we are all so happy that we have install the application we needed to make the program. ^^

Now, I have less worries that we could not make it. We have started making the program. ^^ I was so happy :)

Haggardness + Pressured = Me!

My brain wants to explode! I don’t know what to do first. Gee… We have so many projects in School! Commercial Project and Thesis on our English subject and the deadline is in Feb. 22 , program on our System Analysis and Design on Friday, MTV for Rizal Mabuhay on our Ethics subject, review for the Pre-Finals, Mock defense for our program on Friday, and the everlasting expenses in school.

Though I’m expecting it from the first place,I didn’t expect that it will be hard like this! it is miserable! waaah… Hope we could make it! *crossfinger*

*sigh* I want to step on stage and graduate my course. :/ God Help Us.

Nostradamus

It was my first time to watch Nostradamus 2012. We had it at our NSTP subject. I was so amazed! The story is all about the prediction of Nostradamus about the 2012 phenomenon that relies on the aligning of the solar system, planets and constellations.  I really enjoyed watching it. I have to learn more about Nostradamus.

Michel de Nostredame (14 December or 21 December 1503 – 2 July 1566), usually Latinised to Nostradamus, was a French apothecary and reputed who published collections of prophecies that have since become famous worldwide.

Most of his quatrains or stanza or poems consisting of four lines came true. And many people are worried for what he have written on his book of prophecies. ahh.. I love his way on how he predict. At the other hand, I am afraid that all his prediction for the upcoming 2012 might happen. God’s guidance to all. *crossfinger*

Can’t Mount

Today, we went to SM again to entertain ourselves just for a while… Ate Seth, Clarissa, Saquing and I sang at WOF. Our favorite pass-time place.

At first, everything seems so usual. There was a normal conversations but at the end, Saquing changed his mood-swing and it irritated me much! I don’t know. If he has problems, why don’t he talk to us? AND one thing, are we differ from him? we’re friends.. If that’s what he think.. :/ ahh.. it sucks! hmp. I really, really can’t mount on his attitude like that… :S

(sa totoo lang, naasar talaga ako sa kanya :/)