23 Syndrome

The number 23 in the calendar seems to be so indifferent to everybody. But every time that that day comes, there’s something so UNUSUAL that is happening to me. And I called it my “23 Syndrome”.

I don’t know but whenever that date comes, my mood-swing become not casual. Maybe because there is one story behind that particular date.

December 23, 2009, on the spur of the moment, I decided to call him “IMBA”, a term which is used by some people playing DOTA — a famous computer game nowadays. That day which we called our “IMBASARII” day is my much awaited date must be, but right after 4 months of being friends, 2 months of courtship and 2 months of being in a commitment, my feelings for him suddenly changed.

It was my fault, I guess. I am not contented with what kind of relationship we have that time. Though I know deep in my heart that HE is the one and I am the only one for Him. It feels so good having someone whom you call SPECIAL (the one that is IN your heart) But then I guess this is my FATE — that we’re not meant for each other as of now (I think so).

June 2010, my “23 Syndrome” started. And every time the 23rd day of the month comes, I just don’t know how to feel. I feel a little regret sometimes. It is almost 7 months that I’m suffering from my “23 Syndrome”. But it’s Okay, I get used to it as time passes by.

Dried roses symbolizes my love for him… :/


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